A Double Shot of Rejection

I try not to
Love you,
Really
I do,
I do,
And I long for you to,
Love me too.

And I dream,
I dream,
Of heated trysts
Of stray away kisses
And lust-stained lips.......

But this is all but
A dream,
A dream,
For we are never to become.......

Wishes

My Adonis,
my friend,
my full stop,
my end..........

My secret lover,
It is a pity,
That we must hide our desire,
Under half-hearted facades of
Blue sky.

This agonizing lust
I have inside
Existing deliciously
In my mind
In between heated chocolate pillars
Ready to melt on your command....

A lust,
Twisted and impure
YOU BELONG TO ME.....

On closing my eyes,
Behind the comforting darkness
Of heavy lids...
You emerge.........
And you love me with a savage gentleness
Only fathomable by
And comparable with
The depths of consciousness
And sea........